Thinking about my friends.
Here are some status’ from some of my friends today (excuse the language).
“Fuck everything. I hate all this! I hate it! Everything doesn’t get better by time, if anything everything is 100xs worse. I can’t handle this shit anymore! I just can’t.. :/ its too much..”
“Is it bad when all you do anymore is when you drink you hope its your last, cause you have lost those closest to you….”
“gotta love it when my daughter’s fathers lies so he doesn’t have to have her over night so I can work……..nothing worse than a liar pisses me off.”
It got me thinking of how poor of an example I have been.
I know better than what I have let off to know.
The hope and love I know about, I don’t reveal as much as I know I should.
It’s almost like sending people down the painful road.
How selfish I feel right now.
Conviction is a huge part of my life, and I do mean HUGE!
It sure is kicking my butt right now…
So I broke down the walls of selfishness, and told my friends of the hope and love that’s available.
Now… waiting on responses… and praying.
